Back.

After several weeks, no several month I am back. I have to report some bad news. I fell off my diet plan. I did it for a month, saw great results then stopped. I got really busy and I lost the will. I am finding that will power is the key to this thing. I am going back on it though. I have to. I can’t just throw away all these great results. I need to continue. This blog will now return and will be more of a diary about my own body image and how I can positively shape that. 

ONE WEEK!!!!!

It’s been a week. I’m proud of myself that I did it. I didn’t do it a hundred percent but I still did it. One thing that I hate is that since I am speeding up my metabolism I’m hungry every three hours. And I mean famished! 

I have to eat every three hours. YIKES!

This is a test.

I want to do this program so bad. More so because it is a test of will power. I want to know if I am strong enough. And if not I want this to make me strong. This is the equivalent of joining the army to learn discipline and structure minus the guns.

Research

I’ve found the program I want to use and it seems pretty intense. After months of trying to do this on my own I realised I suck at it. The working out part took will power wich I gained however the nutrition element is the hardest. It isn’t about sticking to it but it’s about know what to stick to. I don’t know what to eat! This is a problem that faces many people that go on a diet.

This program is right for me because it tells me what to eat.

But now I have to do some research. This program is throwing a lot of terms at me that I don’t know. My biggest concern is all these supplements. I don’t want to fill my body the chemicals. That idea scares me. Another reason I’m against that is what happens when I’m off the program? Will I baloon back. Baloon is not a good word. I’m not fat so that’s innacurate. AS I type this a guy just walks by the chest I want